Today... I'm not sure why today went the way it did and why I couldn't shake anything. I got to work on time, tried to help Doreen and work on numbers but by the time it was hitting just before 7 it all hit the fan. It was an ugly day and we were on a 2 hr delay, several people did not make it in, including who does the preschool so I set out to try and get it done before bolting. I left, it was icy so I could only go so fast.. ohhh I left because my day was Servsafe..
so I went to work at 6am and then left for my day in South Bend at the St. Joe County Library. I had no idea where it was and hoped my gps worked and as it has been the last few wks it was dropping or unable to connect. I'm so frustrated with it in general! So I get there right at 8 and get to the library doors and ... It's closed. Does not open until 9. I'm standing outside, freezing because it's like -1, almost crying because I have no idea where I need to go or how to even find someone! So I start walking towards the back and notice people in an attached building. I get in there and someone was able to help me find the room. At this point my head has started to hurt and I am trying to not look ready to cry.
i was already exhausted. Within minutes the instructor is talking and setting things up and let's us know the cafe is open if we'd like coffee and a group got up and I did too. I needed coffee. We talk, I mention my morning minimally and said I definitely need a coffee. Sugar free latte extra shot and grabbed a scone and then the last person said " No, it's on us. We'd already decided." I thanked them and tried to relax and just be ok and I couldn't. I couldn't listen anything. As the day wore on my head simply pounded, my teeth hurt, my neck. It was painful AF. By the time we started the test it was 4:45. I finished at 5:45.. 15 min shy of 12 hrs.
Lindsey has asked about trivia and I was going to try but once I got home and in the shower my head just was not going to let it happen.
I passed my test, I had wonderful kind classmates and the day shouldn't feel the way it does. But it's also over and that is definitely what matters haha. I mean the kindness this morning was amazing and I was so very grateful but today was almost too much for me. I'm exhausted.
I'm definitely gonna give my ponytail props though. I quite dig my hair right now.
I'm going to bed because.. I forgot tomorrow is a 5am day.. ugh lol.
~ T ~
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