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Today... It's 7:53pm and I legit almost forgot!I saw a page number and realized I took no pictures today. Work returned as work did last week only more hahahaha...haha..hahaha... Insert nervous laugh here. 
I've gotten nothing extra done. I have two days left before school returns and I'm nowhere different than I was when it started. I've cooking to do and still a ton of other shit to get done. 
I'm absolutely a bit overwhelmed about it and am going to basically try to go as fast as I can so maybe I can get something else I need to have done done. I just had such expectations and I definitely should not. 
but I'm not going to worry about it, I'll work. Because I'm done being afraid of anything and everything. Instead I'm gonna face it and just keep going. 
A simple selfie for the night... Day will start again about 520am. I will go in and get straight on Noah's and start pulling for the baked beans. It'll be a busy day but I get dinner tomorrow night so I'm ready!
***I came back to edit. I finished this post before checking out FB and my Memories. My Year ago post was of a year ago and two years ago. 
So I took another selfie and set them all 3 together in a single picture. I'm not made at the difference. 
I'm definitely in a much better place within myself than I was any of those years. I'm grateful I see the difference. 


~ T ~

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