Pg. 9 of 366

Absolutely not the day marker I've been using but.. this candle says it all haha. I do love my bed though I admit I look forward to only sleeping in it versus it being my couch and such hahahaha. 
Anyway... I didn't make it here yesterday because I was cranky. I woke up tired, I never shook the ugh. My gps wouldn't work and I got slightly lost getting to T to get him home. It was just really a kinda ughhhhhh day. Several people continued to annoy me. 
I wanted to be in bed early last night and the earliest was 9 and seeing as it's almost 8 and I'm starting this.. it'll be 9 tonight.. and I'm stupid fucking tired lol.
So on to better things right! Much more my typical itent hahaha.
i absofuckinglutely am not the woman.. let me say that again WOMAN I was a year ago, honestly... I'm not the same woman I was a couple months ago. I'm absolutely not fully healed and and charging through life daily as the Queen I will be but I'm most definitely steadier on my feet. I'm definitely more confident which I attribute to my job and I'm absolutely owning my position. I'm proud of myself. 
I'm absolutely stronger, hotter, smarter and absolutely even more BADASS... Maybe I should use that as my affirmation lol. I am strong. I am smart. I am hot. I am a fucking badass. Hahaha.. but really I am... Shrug. 
I simply slid my screenshots like you spin the wheel on the Price is Right and this was were it stopped and you know it really fits and definitely can follow the previous. This really says a lot right now because I truly feel this fits. I am not done, I still have so far to go BUT I have come so fucking far and I only want more and to keep going. 
I didn't start this with the intent to write any of this or this much but here it is haha.
My day was insane and I think fucking owned it. I definitely just ran with it and took control though it was brutally chaotic and far too many things did need noticed and handled and I will get that grasped and  going. I'm absolutely not disappointed in myself. 
I did get many things done though and I truly am happy with that. I woke up dragging ass and trying to sleep in and be a little late but well... I got up and there hadn't been snow I would not have been 12 min late but no one else was there either haha. 
BUT despite the insanity I feel great and absolutely fucking tired but.. I'm good. 
Definitely had a good chat with T when I picked him up and definitely added to the decentness of the day lol. 

Bring on the next 3 day wknd Friday! I might see a movie Sunday. But right now I'ma gtf to bed lol.

,,~ T ~

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