I could have written yesterday, really there is no reason why I did not. I also apparently never got around to taking any pictures. I woke up to a pretty loud house hold at 9:30am but I was already stirring and just ignoring that I was basically awake. It was and remained a nothing doing day. I really did plan to do some work at home but I am still rather tired and I am not mad that I did not do any work. Yesterday, I came upstairs after a leaisurly wake and bake kinda morning with the family, then came upstairs to shower. I sat down to just work on some me stuff and T was trying to figure out how to get what he left in my car. I waited an hour and decided I really did want Popeye's and I dropped off his item. It was a drop and go, no chatting. I overindulged at Popeye's and came home. I really didn't do anything much. I updated my planner, watched some Law & Order Criminal Intent and chilled.
I had some Torrid Cash to use up and gifted a good amount of it to Marci. It was truly a lazy day with minimal concerns.
Today though, I woke up fairly early. I stirred around 7:14am and told myself that I really wasn't on a time frame. around 8:30 I got up and prepared my laundry. I was going to Sturgis for Marci and then to the Laundromat. It was an easy drive, very quiet and peaceful honestly. I got there and grabbed a coffee on my way home. I was on Jeffson st just about 2 blocks from work when I noticed a for rent sign. I do not remember ever seeing it before but I had to turn around. It was a little house, $1200 + Utilities a month, $1200 deposit. I just sat there thinking.. I can absolutely handle that! It is small, 730 sq feet and a just under an acre of land. It is stupid cute on the outside and it would be perfect for me!!
I got to the laundromat and got my load going. I checked it out on Zillow and sent it to Lindsey. She couldn't find much info and said it would really depend on the inside. It is in a really nice location, across the street is a house and the river. I could literally walk to and from work during the spring and summer if I so choose. It is not availble to look at until Jan. 26th. I have the deposit but I would need another check to be able to do everything. I am already putting out that it is mine, it is too perfect. The Universe placed it in front of me and I saw it. I called and she has sent me the application. I absolutely am going to fill it out tomorrow and get it sent. This is just such a perfect oppurtunity. I can do this for a couple of years and then I can look for a house to buy.
I am so proud of myself for not putting off contacting. I absolutely considered waiting until tomorrow, but I knew I would be tired and then I would wait and I just couldn't wait. It was necessary to call if I took the time to stop, look around and get the information. So I did. I can do this, I absolutely can. I am ready to take charge of my life. This little house is mine :D
Clothes are put away, Marci's package is ready to ship. I am going to continue to enjoy my evening. I am going to save my money. No more wasting on food. I do need to by a new battery for my cart but otherwise I am spending nothing. I want to be able to do this house if need be. I will work 10 hrs and get my ot up. I need my checks to be big enough to cover the rest of my payments and move in costs if they decide I can. Ideally I would like to wait until mid Feb but I will absolutely take what I can.
This is my time and I am absolutely Claiming it!
I have worked to believe in myself and trust myself and I am building my life authentically and for the betterment of myself. Finally I am loving me enough to take what I know is mine and this little house is the perfect start to my next level up. It was dropped right in front of me and I am not going to hesitate! I am not done growing, I will continue to grow for the rest of my life. To better myself as a person and heal. I want to help others and share what I learn.
This is my Time.
~ T ~
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