Ch.2, Pg. 35 of 366

I realized I was numbering my pages wrong.. I do believe I'm back on my own point. 
Today... Today was just ugh. I didn't sleep well. I finally answered T and just left it. I was still frustrated and honestly annoyed that I worried so much. I didn't sleep well.. again. I got the car loaded,grabbed McDonald's and a coffee and went to the Laundromat. I sat my coffee on top of the car like normal and down it went. All over the top and outside of the car. I lost at least half of it gone. I just ugh.. so mad. 
I got my laundry going and I left to get another coffee. By the time I got back I had 5 min before it was time to dry it.ive kinda been liking my Laundromat time, I'm fully left alone, no one near by knows me so I'm almost private. So I was a bit annoyed about it. T needed to know if I was ok and kept saying he was sorry he made me mad. I said I was worry, too fucking worried. And left it at that. 
I dried my clothes for 36 min so I could sit and coffee. I chatted with Beckie a bit and then clothes were done. I checked with Lindsey about what time to be at the theater. I regretted agreeing to go all day, from the moment I woke up. 1pm is smack in the middle of the day, you walk out and the day is over. I get there ready to spend $15 on snacks and holy fuck.. a reg drink and popcorn was $18!!! Like.. no. We saw Arrgyle... And from the start I was annoyed I was seeing it. I saw several movies in it and imo it was a chick flick and I don't do those. Maybe an hour in I basically closed my eyes to nap only staying just enough awake to not snore. We walked out and fuck man it's 4pm! Fucking 3 hrs and 15 min wasted.. like .. ugh. Then I had to stand around and be involved. Just no. I wanted none of it and couldn't leave fast enough.
Then I get home and I'm trying to chill and can't find a movie and A shows up ... With a gift. She found a small microwave for free. I have. I counter space,pretty decided I was not having a microwave. I don't know where she got it from, I can't do anything with it right now and fuck I don't even know if it is big free. Like fuck man.i k ow they were being nice but.. can I handle my own shit for once. Can I just do what I want??? No I can't and it's. It done. I'm gonna end up with extra shit that I don't get a say in. I'm just stupid annoyed. Over this whole fucking weekend.
I didn't do anything.. no packing, no work, nothing. Completely wasted my weekend. 

~T~

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