Ch.2 Pg 40 of 366

I am so glad I decided to fight man. I'm glad I can see now or at least see better. I will always work on growth. It is necessary. 
My day was honestly good. Work ran with what it was, really over all it was a good day. I left at 3 for T and I really am annoyed I did. It was my choice but I like I'm shitty. And being shitty reminds me why I don't want to men. I really don't want to care. It's his b'day and I'm just shitty. Or I was. I went to LB and picked up my packages. I secured a sweatshirt and nighty for $1.99... woohoo rewards! 
if I'd stop candy it'd fit a little better length wise but I love it... I already had the matching bra and panty and yd wanted thus when I got those.. definitely worth the wait 😂. Linds invited me over for tacos... I admit I worried so I had a small snack. Got home and showered. I sat there whiny cause man I've sicialed several days this week! I was tired.. I wanted to veg. I got up and I went. 
Dude.. she made yummy meat and bought the best real, crunchy, flat tostada tortillas and freshly grated cheese. We grubbed! 
Truly. And chilled and chatted and it really was such a nice evening. I really enjoyed it. 
I decided on a blizzard.. I waited... I hid it in my purse. They were still up ugh. Filled my water and then got situated. But I waited too long. I knew it was melted and yet I still tried to take off the lid... So that was bad. Snuck to bathroom cleaned up and drank enough melted to sit it down lol I then waited another 5-7 min lol. 
I shuffled my Angel deck.... Cards flew out. In the order you see. The upright card face up as it is. The other two required turning them over. They spoke as necessary... Damn that last card, it's showed up twice now this week and I'm really not in the mood to new friends. I'm honestly trying to chill alone and I'm looking forward to that. I need to remember that changed, challenges, things not happening,etc..is the Universe putting me back on the right path. 
I was shitty this afternoon and no right to be. I'm at least aware and cam now hopefully stop those reactions. I do not want them. I do. It want to be shitty over another human being ever again *shrug. 
I need to be hyper productive tomorrow.. really need to be. Sunday is busy but tomorrow must be focused! 

~ T ~

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