Ch.3 Pg. 67

This was in my memories from a couple years ago. 
I don't feel good, I'm so damn tired and I just didn't feel good. All day I didn't feel good. I did get some things at work done, I got my flight booked for Kansas State. I did bring that up yesterday right?? I think so. I'm super excited but now insanely nervous because... It's time I step up. I need to know things and this is a chance to actually network. It's kinda crazy. Like.. it's definitely important. 
I didn't feel good. I left at 3:15. I was grumpy and turned the wrong way and got called a fucking bitch and I just wanted to get home. Tyrell reached out.... So that was nice.. but I don't feel good. 
I came home and heated up leftovers. I wanted Chinese, I wanted to waste money. I came home. I have $50 til next Friday so I came home. I put my dishes away from washing last night. I lectured myself for leaving my dishes from last night. It was the first night I didn't wash my skillets or anything. So I put shit away and did my dishes. Half way through I put my garlic bread in the oven and the pasta in the microwave. I also cut up some fruit and so I just chilled. 
I put in Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia and chilled the rest of the night. I did my meds, I doubled up on my vitamin D.. I've been missing so many days. I need to get into a routine. 
I. Definitely gaining weight. No candy today.. well a couple small pieces at work but I went to Walgreens and I said no to myself and didn't get any. I'm honestly stupid tired and I need to make myself get this fruit eaten and get to bed. I need to cut back in it too, better for me yes but too much is still too much. 
I did change my address for my bank and I did my change of address online last night. So I guess I'm staying. 

~ T ~

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