Ch.3, Pg.64

I am a Maximalist... These bare walls are killing me!!!
seriously man...
Anyway .. work was too busy and I think I'm behind but maybe not. Will depend on how tomorrow goes. I could use a day in the office... But nothing is promised. I left work and got in the shower and I was in a decent mood. Tyrell was unnecessary drama and I am concerned about him and I'm not sure how to approach it but I will have to. I got home at a decent time, sparked up and cooked dinner. 
Seasoned Chicken Breast topped with bacon and provolone cheese. Brussels Sprouts, Baby Bella Mushrooms and Bacon 😋😋 and a gross side of carrots that are now all in the trash. 
it was quite tasty!! I cleaned the kitchen up and honestly enjoyed a peaceful evening. I did move some things, trying to get my cabinets moved and utilized. They will help with space. 
It was beautiful out today and I felt great, I wore a dress and my comfy sweatshirt top. And I am cute AF. 
i owe nysyso many apologies for my view of myself, for failing myself by not seeing my beauty. But I'm making up for it as best as I can. I absolutely owe it to myself. 
and though I feel like I'm gaining weight I'm still holding things together and I'm not mad about any of my views! 
I still just wanna keep eating. I'm full man.. seriously and I just want to eat. I have cereal and ice cream and I just want to eat ughhhhhh

~ T ~

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