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Ch. 6 (June 7-30) Pg. 159-182

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Here we are in August and I gave up on my blogs. Both of them have gone no where since June but maybe I can at least get this one updated in Month increments.. using mostly pics and not as much writing and MAYBE I can try to get them back up and going more regularly. I need to becauyi refuse to go backwards despite the fact that I am.. especially weight wise.  I chose that image because my struggle is real right now and since I quit.. struggling hard.  June I did still do some baking and cooking, trying to keep myself up and Do it day was June 7 and I was still optimistic that SOMEONE would give me a job. I also needed to use up berries I had because I hate wasting them.  it was a definite experience and I absolutely support making more another time and when I can get rid of them because I need the not eat them lol.  i also finally made pineapple oatmeal and it was fucking delicious!  i felt good and pr...
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Ch. 6 (June) Pg. 156-158

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Tuesday, Pg. 156, I felt like I was STILL recouping from the weekend, but I did have a weird burst of I got this and set out for applications. I was feeling off because I was choosing what to apply for. I don't want to do certain things, I will do my best not to. I have seriously applied for some things too. Multiples in many companies just trying to get anyone to call me.  I got ready for the interview I had set and was looking super cute.  I really appreciate that I finally actually feel like a woman. I've never felt like a woman, just an awkward 15 yr old in an old body. I still have to actively refer to myself as a women and not a girl or chick. So I got to my appointment and was trying to check in and kept having issues. I was calling the lady back and nothing. Finally I looked at the email (I didn't pay attention to it because no date was given, we just said Tues.) and it said Tues. 11th. I felt soooo dumb.  I had realized early in the day my mushrooms w...
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